[Thoughts.]
-I absolutely hate those moments of uncertainty.. that moment when you think about who you are and what you’re doing in this world.. and you just can’t really think of anything spectacular. I suppose it’s simply a moment of sheer vulnerability and utter loss of thoughts. It’s a scary yet beautiful place. I find myself all too often sure of myself and thinking I know exactly who I am.. then this moment of complete chaos of the mind where everything is thrown off kilter and you aren’t sure what is up or what is down. The adventure of discovering your thoughts about yourself again is beautiful indeed.. but terrifying. You never know where your next trail of thought may wander. This trail could be a complete loop and it can take you back to where you used to be or it could take you on a new route that leads you to a dangerous unknown.. a place of doubt and uncertainty. The very basis of your general thought processes, your values and morals, even perhaps the very core of your being will soon be questioned. How does one handle this? Do you run back from the way whence you came? Do you muster up what courage you can find within and face what may be thrown at you? This I believe is the true test of ones character. The fight that goes on within our selves. The deciding of ones being. For this is what is recorded by the world and those around you. The journey of ones thoughts is never considered except by yourself. So, what will your journey lead you to? Sameness or the Unknown.-
